Sunday, January 24, 2010

Dream Comes True

Well, everything in year 2010 started miserable, I don't know how to explain everything, but I know my life is getting even more miserable after all these had happened. Sorry, no photos again this time.

I watched more than 20 movies in year 2009, but none in this year. I also seldom dance PPP in arcade nowadays, or I even not going arcade that often anymore. Most of the time I went arcade I was hanging around at Ez2dancer, even it is UK Move well, it's better than nothing I guess, but sometimes I do watch people dance PPP from the back only.

Most of the arcade staffs in Pyramid had resigned, now most of them are new faces except that old uncle at the cashier counter. So now I wonder who should I refer to in order for me to get Korean Move or China Mix back into the Ez2dancer? I miss the songs like Pierrot, First Love and the most important one - Vision.

The best of all is, finally I am top of the world, it had been my dream to reach there since I was 19, but I did gave up since 2 years ago and just wish to stay at where I am is already good enough for me. Before that I was worried if I could remain my current placing, but surprisingly I did better.

Held 3 gatherings in a year, broke the combo records of sequences and motion invisible mode from 705 to 825, flagged down Freestyle records, these were good enough to bring me to the top, no doubt I am the best at the moment. Not to forget the pool party celebrations, thanks a lot guys, I enjoyed that night very much.

Perhaps I should be happy bout it, but after I had some advices from a senior, it's best to quit when I am the best. Even me myself have no confident to defend it for upcoming years, or I can be greedy to try to defend it but if I can't do it, it might be a shame on me. Things getting more complicated from time to time, quit or stay is all on my own decision now, but at this age, what else I can achieve some more?

Well, now everything back to normal like before I know her. My life is now same like before I know her also. But still, something is missing in it, a part of it is missing and I don't know when can I move on. All this things are making me even more miserable.

Sometimes those people around me also making my life even more miserable.I seriously need a break for all this, my life is miserable enough and now it's even more miserable than before after all these shit, when can i get out of this life? Sigh~